The Thrill 

The Thrill That Wasn't Real 

That Use To Leave Me With Chills 

Had Me Ready To Front The Bill 

Talking That Game Shit " Let's Chill"

Had Me Open Like A Deep Wound 

Ready To Rearrange My Life Too Soon 

Cause The Thrill Had Me Open, Hoping

That This Was The Real Thing, Not Just A Quick Fling 

Taking Off Wedding Rings 

Ready To Exchange Last Names 

Whispering Sweet Nothings, That Thought Meant Something

Whole Time  Bluffin

 Leading Me On Or Frontin?

The Thrill Had Me Going 

Giving Attention Was The Mission 

For Submission, So Many Decisions

That The Thrill Felt Like A Proposition      

Signals Mixed 

Thought, Magnified Winning

Attitude Playing Defensive

Now Laying In A Bed

Made By The Choices 

Of Chasing a Thrill That Was Cheap 

Almost Got Deep

Thank God The Thrill Never Got The  Best Of Me

-Renee